Thursday, January 22, 2009

Same Old Ehud Barak

ברק ברח
Barak Barach
Barak Fled


That has been the rallying cry against Ehud Barach oops! Barak ever since he ran for cover instead of helping the wounded at the training accident at Tzehelim Bet and how he ordered our troops to flee Southern Lebanon, which enabled Hizbullah to arm against Israel.

The vast majority of Israelis are disgusted and disappointed by Israel's early withdrawal from Gaza and the pre-mature cessation of Operation Cast Lead, aka the Election Campaign War.

Ironically, Tzachi Hanegbi, whose mantra used to be "Barak Barach," now sounds just like him in his announcement:


"Hamas militants face a simple equation," Foreign Affairs and Defense Committee Chairman Tzachi Hanegbi told Army Radio. "If the [rocket] fire resumes, we will respond with force so strong and overpowering, they will miss the day the Israel Air Force's offensive began." (hat tip IMRA)


Barak's reign as Prime Minister was full of threats like that, but he never followed through, and we ended up with the worst bout of Arab terrorism ever. The media calls it "The Second Intifada," not that I remember any announcemt by the terrorists that they had ended the sic "first" one. There were periodic lulls, like when ocean water recedes between waves.

Ehud Barak was elected during such a lull, and then he so mishandled the subsequent terrorism, emboldening the terrorists by his unilateral campaign promise withdrawal from Southern Lebanon, that most of the country felt under siege. We were forced to get bullet-proof vehicles or travel dressed in heavy bullet-proof vests. My sons were serving in the army at the time, and I was more nervous about their walking in Jerusalem than when they were doing their actual military tasks.

Today, what frightens me is the national amnesia, which has allowed that same Ehud Barak to return to politics as head of the Labor Party and subsequently become Defense Minister. As IDF Chief of Staff, he was instrumental in downgrading the army which caused the many mistakes in Olmert's Lebanese War fiasco of two and a half years ago.

And now, Ehud Barak is willing to accept continued smuggling of arms by Hamas into Gaza. All I can think of is that a deal was made via the Egyptians to keep things "quiet" until after Israeli elections.

Please don't forget that one of the new U.S. President Obama's highest priority Foreign Policy aims is to establish a new Arab country in the very heart of Israel.

My husband and I just spent close to a week on vacation in Eilat, sans internet. That's why I haven't posted recently. We were dependent on TV news, which gave very little real information. Now we're back.

Most Israelis, Jews and concerned people all over the world are shocked that Israel ended Operation Cast Lead without the freeing of Gilad Shalit. What was the real point of that "war?" "War," "operation," "campaign," it doesn't matter what it's called. The important thing is to have a clear goal, and Israel doesn't. Our soldiers are motivated and want to to the job professionally. When we returned to Jerusalem from Eilat, we saw signs all over proclaiming that "the people have the fortitude to support the soldiers on the frontline." Our problem is that we're ruled by weak tired, selfishly ambitious and shortsighted politicians.

G-d is angry with them, and that's why there's no rain. But G-d loves the people, and that's why with all of the rockets and missiles launched at southern Israel, there were so few casualties.

With elections coming up, we have the opportunity to vote for true leaders. I'm voting for Ichud Le'umi, the only party which is uncompromising in its support for the People and Land and State and Security of Israel.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Just Returned

This blog has been terribly quiet this week, but I'm back now. Nothing's wrong, and nothing was wrong. My husband and I went on vacation in Eilat, sans internet.

We're back, and I had well over 700 letters in my yahoo account and a few hundred in my other one. And, no, I haven't finished going through them.

I'll try tomorrow. And you should see the pictures...

Please Pray for Our Most Recent Terror Victim

A young husband, father from nearby Shvut Rachel was shot in the head by Arab terrorists the other night. His parents live in Shiloh.

Please pray for a Refuah Shleimah, a complete and speedy recovery to:

נא להתפלל לרפואת משה רפאל בן עליזה חיה
Moshe Rafael ben Aliza Chaya

And please let others know.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

More Down, And Lots More To Go

Yes, I'm sticking to my Start Fresh kosher weight loss diet, and I've lost another pound and a half. That's ten and a half pounds so far.

Thank G-d!

This week will provide new challenges, and eventually I'll reveal why.

Please forgive me for not visiting other blogs much or answering all my mail.

Nothing breeds success like success, so I'm feeling very positive about dieting.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Staying Busy By The Computer

I still have a hundred or more letters I've never even checked out, and this coming week will be even more difficult.

It looks like my new Blogging About Losing Weight Carnival is taking off. A nice number of posts have already been sent in.

I have a post in Weight Management and Fitness Forum 33rd Edition. I guess that for me the best way to keep dieting is to get more involved.

There's also the latest Gantseh Megilla to read.

And just a reminder that the Kosher Cooking Carnival will soon have a new edition, so submit your post, please. If you're interested in hosting, please let me know at shilohmuse at yahoo dot com

Shavua Tov
Have a Great Week

Friday, January 16, 2009

Like "Uppers" for The Computer

We've bee having computer aches and pains. They're slow, crowded etc. Our clunky laptop was finally diagnosed with a stable of Trojan Horses, among other diseases.

The doctor, not our usual maven, came over to fix it. Yes, he's really a doctor, but now he only doctors computers. We've had that computer for a few years, but it was only on internet the last few months. So we never took care of "vaccinating" it against viruses etc.

So now it's all signed up with the free avg, my favorite.

Now this computer, the pc, has other problems, old age. Memory limitations, like its owners. The last time the maven was over he set it up with CCleaner.com

It cleans like a hyperactive cleanliness obsessive on "speed." And then for a short while after, the computer acts like it's on "uppers."

I'll be off for Shabbat, and then next week, I'm taking a sort of break from frequent blogging. I'm still over a hundred letters behind.

As long as we're healthy...

Diet Talk

Since I'll be dieting for at least a year, ok the rest of my life, I may as well establish a Diet Blog Carnival, though by the time I send the info to bc,I hope to find a snappier title. How about?




For me, the key to dieting has been the fact that I honestly believe that I can live on the principles I've adopted from the Start Fresh kosher weight loss diet.

Obesity is a super-major problem in today's world. When I was growing up, mid last century, there was only one chain of "large" clothing stores, Lane Bryant, but today it is so easy to find gorgeous clothes in large sizes for both men and women and children.

Even if I reach my "target," meaning lose fifty, yes, 50, pounds, about 22.5 kilograms, I'll still be overweight according to the charts. That's frightening, because I know that soon, I'll be losing less than a pound a week, and there are only 52 weeks in a year, so I have to consider that it may take me about a year and a half to gradually change my body to something it really should be.

I'm only interested in a gradual weight loss, because I want to reach a way of eating, which I can live with and not feel that I'm dieting. That's the key. That's my aim.

The other night, daughter #1 reminded me that I actually have a very small frame, but the extra weight is evenly distributed, so that people who didn't know me before haven't a clue. I mentioned it to someone who only knows me as a fatso, and she was surprised. I then mentioned it to someone who first met me thirty years ago, and her reaction was:


"You were a chatichah, (a knockout.)"

That shook me up, because I had always thought myself fat.

I can't predict the future, but I can learn how to eat less, G-d willing. Now I'll set up the new blog carnival and edit in the submission link. I hope to hear from all sorts of bloggers about losing weight, diets etc. No doubt that many of the links will be ads. I'll make it a separate category.

Here's the link for sending in your story/post!
Please publicize the carnival, thanks.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

It Didn't Even Hurt

NO, I'm not talking about a medical procedure. I'm talking about signing up for unemployment insurance.

I checked in on the internet, and I did have time, though I needed to go the the Bituach Le'umi, Israel's National Insurance office to make sure I'm covered by my "Sick Fund." I've been unemployed since September 1st. Do the counting quietly to yourself, please.

At the end of September, pushed by daughter #1, who knows about these things from work, I signed up in the "looking for work department," "to get in the system." She told me that then I'm covered from September. At that point I hadn't yet received all the things/forms etc I needed from my previous job.

Time flies, and suddenly, I realized that I ought take the next step. So, as I previously posted, the "goyisherebbitzen" and I cased the joint yesterday.

So this morning, armed with my files, I refound the place, went through security, got on line, had time to sit and crochet and finally met a clerk. He was nice and patient; he told me to fill out some forms I've had since September and then see him without taking a new number. Isn't that nice of him?

So I did, but some forms didn't make sense and my not have been relevant to my status. I only filled out what made sense. Then he told me to sign and said that my sick fun dues would be paid and I'd get some mail. I thanked him and told him how pleasant he was. He gave me a peculiar look. Maybe he's not used to good manners.

Good News-Bad News

The good news is that Start Fresh kosher weight loss diet is offering me more time to lose the enormous amount of weight, which has attached itself to me for about fifteen, yes, 15 years. That means that I'll be boring you, or inspiring you G-d willing, with my weight loss saga for the next...

The bad news isn't all that bad. How can I consider it tragic that a computer is "sick?" Our lunky laptop, which isn't very portable, stopped working last night. Luckily, our baby was home and tried to fix it. I went to bed before the verdict came in.

It's freezing cold, and I have lots to do today...

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Maybe I Should Start A Dieting Carnival

Yes, I know that I said that I didn't want dieting to dominate my life, but, yes, but...

When I was looking for blog carnivals to send my
Start Fresh kosher weight loss diet posts to, I didn't find any.

Now, considering how many people, and I'm sure that includes bloggers, diet, have dieted or should diet or will at some point diet, why aren't there lots of blog carnivals dedicated to dieting?

Yes, please don't remind me that I need another blog carnival like a hole in the head.

Unexpected Results From Start Fresh Kosher Weight Loss Diet

I'm finishing week five, the last of my Start Fresh kosher weight loss diet membership. Besides the nine, or G-d willing more, pounds (over four kilogram) lost, I lost, or gained, something else.

I lost the ability to honestly say:



"I have no idea what I weigh."

If I had weighed myself once, or even twice, if the Start Fresh Customer Service hadn't offered me more than the original week, it wouldn't have made as much of an emotional impact.

I've been this approximate weight for close to fifteen years. It seems to me that suddenly my much smaller than average waist disappeared and I needed "extra large" clothes.

My entire body has changed. I've been weighing more than I did before giving birth to my children, after full-term pregnancies.

After looking at the numbers five times on my neighbor's doctor scale and then recording it on the Start Fresh site, I can no longer pretend:


"I'm overweight, but I'm fine."

Nine pounds are a drop in the bucket. To get to a recommended weight for my height, that's hoping that I'm still the height I was--think osteoporosis--it will probably take a year or two. I will not go on any extreme diet, and I know that soon my weight loss will slow from its present rate.

Of course, it's a shame that in recent years I've gotten myself a nicer wardrobe than ever. That's Murphy kicking in.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Could My Coffeemaker Be Suffering From Hardening of the Arteries?

Recently, it has been taking much longer for my morning coffee to "filter." I wanted to say "perc," but it's not a percolator. I guess I'm showing my age via my vocabulary.

Israel has very hard water, no, not frozen hard, filled with minerals. Kettles usually get that white mineral coating, so I'm wondering if something like that could be happening to my coffeemaker. If that's the case, is there any safe way of "clearing it?"

Thanks for your ideas. Please pass this post/link around to any food lists or blogs or sites. I'd hate to dump a perfectly sound appliance, just because it's aging.

All I Needed Was Sleep!

By 4:30am this morning, I was wide awake, but I did start my going to bed preparations at 9pm, a couple of hours earlier than usual. And now, 7:30am, I finished posting a slew of posts to Shiloh Musings. The third wash is in the machine, and a bit later, I'll hang them all up.

I have lots to do. My new Israeli passport came in the mail, and I picked it up the other night, even though the "post office" wasn't officially open. G-d was good to me. The woman in charge was on the same bus going home, and when I asked her when exactly it would be open the next day, she offered to open it on the spot and give me the passport.

Next is to make an appointment for my US passport.

I also have to finish signing up for unemployment, which I should have done months ago, but it took a long while to get all the stuff from "former job." I've been signing in monthly as "looking for work." So I'm "in the system."

I ought to start getting rid of all my English teaching books, since I don't have any private students, and I can't see myself going back to work. I don't think anyone wants to hire me, and I really don't miss the job. Actually, I'm surprised at how little I miss it.

My new hobby is volunteer pr for A Package From Home. I've been wondering about the various online video options. I had trouble setting them up on youtube, so I got them on yideoz, and now I heard of WEJEW from Sharon Katz. Any words of wisdom from you readers?

Monday, January 12, 2009

Too Little Sleep

I haven't slept enough recently. I feel myself fading. Even though one of my favorite TV shows may be on tonite, I think that my place in in bed, nice and early.

OK, I still have to put in a wash and put some things away. I was up at 4am to be able to leave at 6:20.

Today's course in Matan was unreal. Shani Taragin talked about Yeshiyahu, the Prophet. She stood there, hand on the mic, sans notes, talking 10 miles an hour. I was impressed. Then I went with a friend to Barbara Silverman of A Package From Home. After that I walked through town, then the shuk (Machane Yehuda) and then to the bus station and home via bus.

I've been on the computer too much, getting into frustrating foul ups. But that's another story.

Another Pound Down

I'm another pound thinner than I was when I started the Start Fresh kosher weight loss diet!

I'm now into week #5, and I've internalized most of the lists of what and how much I can eat each day. I also know that if I eat all the carbohydrates now permitted, I won't lose weight.

Last night, I was late in meeting my husband, sons and niece at the "Eema Restaurant." That was good, since I missed all the pre-meal nosherei, t'china, chumus, pita, cooked salads, etc. I just had them order chicken breasts and fresh salad for me. Maybe I shouldn't have had some of my sons' beer. Consider it my carbs for the meal.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

The 200th Havel Havelim-- Celebrating Big Time

Jack had envisioned a different celebration of the 200th Havel Havelim, but when he looks back, he'll see that he has really been celebrating these past two weeks in his almost 30 and still counting war updates.

Jblogging has come of age, when we're considered part of the Israeli media efforts. We may be "hobbyists," non-professionals, but our journalism experience and skills can't be denied. Thanks to Soccer Dad, the visionary jblogger, who first came up with the idea of a Jewish blog carnival, we know each other, or each other's blogs.

Most of us have been surprised at the directions our blogs have taken, and the various star jbloggers have changed; some disappearing entirely. Personally I never expected my political blog, Shiloh Musings, to have so many others blogging on it, but I'm happy to see it more a magazine, than just online vanity press. Especially now, during the Operation Cast Lead, it's an advantage that you can read Sara, Nitzan and Esther, Netivot on Shiloh Musings.

As a group, we do have impact, and that's community, the word used by many during last summer's jblog conference.

Don't forget that jblogging isn't just about war and Israel. It's also about whatever we (Jews) do or think or eat. Don't forget the Kosher Cooking Carnival! Send in your posts, please, not just recipes, halacha, customs, stories etc. And there's JPIX; send your links, too.

To be precise, thanks, Jack!

Not Keeping Up

I haven't been able to "crack" a hundred in my emails. Last night I found over two hundred, and I haven't been under a hundred for awhile, so if you've sent something and I haven't answered, nothing personal. I'm just overwhelmed, over-stressed.

I also haven't been visiting blogs, so again, nothing personal.

The good news is that I've lost another pound on my Start Fresh kosher weight loss diet . That makes it 9 pounds or just over 4 kilo since started a month ago. One more week in the basic program.

These food tips from the NY Times seem mostly good, but I'm surprised that New Yorkers rely on canned pumpkin, when we get a better version of the fresh product here in Israel.

Most of my posting is on Shiloh Musings.

Yes, you can blame the war.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

No One Starves At A Football Game

It's easy to keep to my Start Fresh kosher weight loss diet when I'm home, but, as all dieters know, it's much harder when you're away or traveling.

Thursday afternoon, too early for a real dinner, I took the bus to Jerusalem to see the
AFI Football game. I knew that I wouldn't have time for dinner, and after the game it would be too late to eat. So, I had both a good breakfast and a good lunch, protein, cooked vegetables, salad and some vegetable soup. For dinner I had my snack of a yogurt and apple in the bus.

Luckily, the excitement of the game kept hunger away. I had no desire to eat the popcorn and brisket sandwiches. But I had a sip of something to keep me warm.





I went to sleep as soon as I got home.
Now it's Saturday night, after Shabbat, and even though I did keep to the diet restrictions, I feel heavy. I don't think I should eat bread. Or it could be the fact that I got no exercise, less than usual.
I'll end with the football movies I put up. There's lots more, but they'll go up later. Hopefully, I'll get the player to post from his computer, since his is stronger and faster, and mine is old and slow. (I hope there aren't any major typos. Blogger claims it's perfect, "no spelling errors," and I know that's not so. I'll try to correct.)






Friday, January 09, 2009

Worth The Frozen Toes and Swolen Fingers

Pictures and youtube in a later post. I'm updating my youtube with some great movies.

What we don't do for our kids...

Last night we finally made it to Kraft Stadium to see our baby play football. He's a star, you wouldn't expect anything else, defense player on the Jerusalem Big Blue Lions Tackle AFI Football Team.

Honestly, football is a dangerous brutal game, and the medics are kept busy. Ambulances wait by the exit, and injured players hop in, wielding their crutches, to cheer on their teammates. So is that the place for a neurotic, hysterical Jewish mother/grandmother?

Of course, I love my son! He looks great in his uniform, and I'm not going to post identifying features, because otherwise he'll disown me. You'll just have to guess, once the pictures are posted.

Just please remind me next time to get real thermal socks to go in my boots and a blanket to sit on. Last night I sat on my scarf, luckily I brought my really wide one, and thermal gloves. I can't control the camera buttons wearing them, so I wore my thinner ones. I'll have to try the leather, which can turn pages when it's cold in shul.

Strangely, the still photos came out dark, but the videos are bright and clear, taken with my Canon 620.

Thursday, January 08, 2009

...And I Didn't Even Have Time To Crochet!

As dangerous as war is, like the present Election Campaign War aka Operation "Cast Lead," life goes on here in Israel.

My two passports, the American and the Israeli are due to expire soon. Yes, that means that I have to renew them, so on Monday, I had my picture taken at my usual photo-printing place on King George Street, Jerusalem. No surprise that the requirements for each are totally different. Israel is much easier, a pale blue background, and I could sit there smiling happily, knowing that making aliyah as a young bride decades ago was a wise move.

For my American pictures, the photographer reversed the background to white and told me to take off my large earrings (shades of the demands I remember from my high school yearbook picture) and make sure that my ears show. He also suggested that I wipe off my smile, so that the picture would look more like a mug shot. I followed orders, since he said it was based on other customers' experiences.

I checked out how to get a new passport on the Israeli Ministry of Interior site. There is an option, for less money, to do it online, but I'm a "people person" and always feel more comfortable f2f. So yesterday, armed with the pictures, my dying passport and the hat I'm crocheting-so my expected wait would be pleasant and productive, I traveled to Jerusalem. I left when convenient, not believing in getting there "early." I figured that the middle of opening time would probably be best, and I was right. The security line to enter took less time than it takes to get into the bus station, and that was with "hand" checking, not x-rays.

I walked up the very long two flights of stairs, the equivalent of three or four by today's standards. Decades ago, a schlepped baby carriages up and down those stairs, and davka now there's an elevator.

I asked for a passport form from the "information clerk," who also gave me my number. I sat down in the fairly empty room, saw that there were less than ten ahead of me and quickly tried to fill out the form. I had barely finished when a clerk called out asking if there was "anyone for passports." I raised my hand and she told me where to stand.

While I was waiting, behind just one person, I overheard another clerk trying to explain to an uncomprehending English-speaker that he needed an additional document, so, of course, I butted in. They were both grateful, since it was getting frustrating for them.

When he finished, I asked the woman if "she did passports," and she said yes, and very quickly it was all done and paid for. Now I just have to wait for it to arrive in the mail.

From entering to leaving the building took less than half an hour. Now, I have to make my appointment, via the internet, for my US passport. I can't imagine that being as pleasant.